Message to Wei Jia

Please do not misunderstand...
I'm not want to humiliate you nor him...
I'm not want to break you two off...
This is my point of view...
I try to protect you from them who bullies you...
This is for the special ones in my heart including you...
Maybe my wording are sarcastic but I'm no harm...
No other meaning that means to hurt you...
I'm just worry about you...
Remember that!
I will stay right beside you...
I made my promise before, now, and forever...

A Dream

That day I went to Pavillion with my family...
At Tokyo Street I saw someone looks alike him...
My heartbeat pound so fast... and hoping not him...
Luckily not him... Fuhhh...
Cause I saw that guy with his gf holding hands...
If that day the guy is him...
I sure I do not know how to face him... >.<

Today I take nap... and I had a dream...
Its so real... really so real...
Maybe this is dream is what I wanted in my reality life...
My house mate being so friendly with me like last time...
The sharing of their laugh with me...
The best ever is that kiss... with him...
I can't saw him face in my dream...
But I can feel that the way he kisses me last time...

A few days holiday with my family...
Let me feel peace and feel good...
So peace + happy... Thanks mummy!

闷

很闷~
我的心情有点... -DOWN-
不知道为什么!
很想找人聊一聊，可是又不懂要聊什么...
找不到人来跟我聊... 也许我只想和他聊吧...
很想找个地方躲此来！或者就disappear就算了！
我很闷... 真的很闷...
我的人生真无聊~
很想找一些有意义的东西来做...
但要有人乐意陪我一起做还可以...

如果，你问我, 你快乐吗？
我会答你... 我不快乐...
我恨KL的生活, 这里的生活很累，无聊...
每一天都只等这一天一天的过...
一天一天的过， 还是一样的闷！
Just hate those repeating daily boring routine
and facing those fake people in my life...
I'm tired really tired...

因为，拥有就是失去的开始！！！

I agree with this statement...
"所以我们要好好地珍惜"

LoL~ Today I don't know what wrong with my mind...
So so many thing to look back my memories...

Weirdo!
I can play games together with thinking and then suddenly I'll smiling by myself...
Just suddenly smiling by myself... LoL~ (people don't know thought I'm crazy)
Later, I watch a Taiwan drama "我可能不会爱你"
Sound like an interesting movie...
And I can got some message from this drama...
One of it is this title...
But it's true!
So that why people always said "Appreciate the things around you!"

PS: 其实我很想拥有你，但是我跟怕失去你！所以... better we remain 'Friend' this relationship... So I can have you!