It seem like my couple life season is on this month ...
Looking back for past two years, it is also June!
When I started my relationship with someone...
However, I always end it on July... (sad case)
I do not know how to manage a relationship...
When I was a kid...
I want my life like a fairy tale story... Awww...
When I was a teenager...
I wan my life like TV love story drama... Hurmmm....
Now, I don't know what I want... Feeling lost!
I don't even know what I want...
I think I'm lonely? or desperate? or afraid?
Feeling guilty if I accepted you...
Because now u maybe is just a substitute of him...
And I'm sure now my decision is I want him...
But I don't know he also have the same feel with me?
For you I don't want to lose any chance...
If I accept you, I will not be play with ur heart...
At the same time, I feel sorry for him and him
The another him is I had a promise that is "I will wait for him looking me back"
Sorry and please give me some time...
