H&M

Today, I just bought a singlet at H&M!
Isn't it simple and pretty?
And it's price is quite reasonable at RM59.90
I love it so much =)

Goodbye my chubby M

When I try to love you more,
I figure out many unexpected things
When I try to ignore it,

I feel like I'm stupid

And give you the another chance to let you do it again

When you admit it,

I forgive you

But with a lot of question in my mind!

Goodbye my love

Thanks for your sweet memory we have~

Stay Tuned

It is the time to let go or continue?

He lied to me so much

And yet many things he told me before it does not make sense

One lie close with another lie...

Right now,

I can just say that he gave me just a short term happiness

But if I look forward in the long term relationship...

He will may not give me happiness

I'm not looking down of his abilities

But he is still not stable enough

In term of his job and thinking...

And maybe I expect him to do too much

Forever Play Girl

That who I am...

Play Girl for twenties!

PLAY means LEARN

Never ever serious on one thing

I admit it! I'm a playful girl...

Please Do Respect ME!

Please do not say like I'm a cheap sake

I'm not as rich as you but I still to afford to buy things that I want

I'm not spending your money but my parent money

What you say me as if like I'm a beggar to you

Mind your own money

Is it legal or illegal money you earn!

What the fucking you think I'm

Over and over like I'm the one who approach you

Fuck you!

You think too much and so much

Your limit is over boundary

Don't play with me!

If like this I rather be single better to be with you!

Leave me alone!

不要来烦我！

给我静一静可以吗？

你不要总是逼我可以吗？

你会让我反感

Stay at this moment

Friends~

Intimate friends...

Can stay on this relationship?

I don't hope to move on...

I play U play...

Hard to give you my Trust!

Got some feel

But good feel and some bad feel...

I don't hope my faith like my friend...

By the ways,

All my mom, dear and darling not approved!

So I need some time to look carefully and consider about you...

Movie Time!!!

Oh gosh!!!

Is been a long time I did not went for a movie;

Finally!!!

Assignment and Exam is over!

Is my time for MOOOOOVIE~

Safe is quite a interesting action movie,

I had watch it...

And I love it!!!

I recommend you all to watch it,

Not bad!

Some Encouragement Words

It not having everything go right, it's facing wrong.
It's not being without fear, it having the determination to go on in spite of it.
It's not where you stand, but the direction.
You are going in to remember to live just this one day and not tomorrow's troubles to today's load.
Remember that every day ends.
And bring a new tomorrow full of exciting new things.
Love what you do, do the best you can,
And always remember how much you loved.

By Vickie M. Worsham

*Copied from a klcc shop*

Last Decision

This post actually I wanted to post earlier 9th of May...

But I'm busy with study for exam recently...

So my last decision...

I'm not wait for him anymore~

He don't worth it!

What's the answer?

I have got it in my heart!

Maybe I have been bored with him...

It just that he's really not suit with my character...

Haha... That the END... Move on to the next chapter!!!

原来

原来我们已开始就是错误

已经知道是错的还要继续

不懂为什么当我看到那个status

我还很希望那个‘她’你说的就是我

当我知道那个‘她’不是我，我无话可说

自觉得，心里有点不舒服

很笨！我真笨！

I still think there is a bit of chances left for me...

But there is NONE...

I know I'm stupid enough

He has move forward but I still live in the past!

I still hoping one day he will turn back at me again

Although, he is not that perfect guy or the type of guy I looked of,

I'm still hoping it one day!

I'm... still have many of 不甘心

I also don't know what kind of 不甘心

I'm looking for

Opps!

This month really overspent

I treat myself too much of dessert and snack~

I'm stress from coursework and assignment! and Exam soon!

So, Stressed ---> Desserts

By the way...

Today is just 19th of April...

Still got almost two weeks to go~

How would I live with a RM200 left?

No saving for this month...

***And... I haven't bought two person birthday present!!! OMG!!!***

Time

Why time flies so fast~

Can it be stop?

I have not enough time!!!

I want time~

I need time

24hours is not enough for me...

Hurm... I need to manage time properly =C

Good! Everyone AWAKE!!!

What the hell are you!

Middle of the night you are noisy...

Makes everyone couldn't sleep

Then, when I early morning do my work...

With switching on the living room light...

You woke up and scolded me to wake you up...

Then bang the door!!!

And make others awake...

Silence is the Best!

Why do the good time always past so fast!

After the good thing past the bad thing comes~

It is a routine!

And those good time only can live in my memories

LAST FOREVER~

Sometime knowing too much is also a bad thing

And being silence is the best thing

Silence is the Best!

Do you ever know that the most easy done wrong our mouth?

Sometimes when we spoke,

We didn't notice

We are hurting other people，

讲多错多...

Do be silence please... Shhhhh....

Only I know you're the BEST!

First of all I need to say sorry here!

Who I say bad about you all!

By the way...

Those people who I said bad things about him or her

Not because I hated them...

It just because I care for them...

(with a short term of anger) that why I did that!

And because I felt that I'm not being appreciated by them...

Yes! I'm selfish...

And only I'm the one who can say about them...

Others cannot!

I do not like others people to say bad things about them

Please do not pollute their image!

自有我懂他们的好！

Hope

You promised me many many things...

Your promise always broke my heart and my trust!

Its hurt! with disappointed!

Because~

I always hoping too much with high expectation

So at the end you always disappointed me...

Over again and again you doing it!

But I still believe a little tle chance of it...

Just hoping one day, what you said you will do it!

Aren't I'm Attractive?

Aren't I'm Attractive?

Try to be in a such way...

How?

I'm not perfect enough!

My hair length not long not short,

My face full of scars and pimples,

My skin look so dry,

My fatties haven gone away!

See!!! so many imperfect of me!

Help me solve it!!!

I want to be attractive~

As fast as possible!

I'm Sorry

Sorry for being selfishness...

Sorry for being fake but a little bit real to you

Sorry for everything

Although you trusted me, I betray you

I don't mean to be that

I don't want to involve in everything

I just want self precaution

It just I can't help you...

So I decided to sign it...

To force you to move out!

Sorry for my selfishness!

里面的我真在流泪

内疚

我做错了！

对不起！

Comunication

If you asked me chat with them at Facebook,

Anyone Any time !!!

I can chat with them for a long time...

But if you call me chat with them in the reality,

Face to Face,

I think I can't...

I will feel uncomfortable when face to face...

I will not really pay attention to them while chatting...

If talking in the phone...

Friends or abit stranger~

Maybe I have nothing much conversation with them...

Very fast I'll end the conversation!

But only the person who I know well,

I can have long in any way...

Actually I'm bad in communication!!!

In asking information

Transferring information

Giving instruction

Nonsense!!!

When sleepy...

I should sleep!

If not...

I will think nonsense and talk nonsense and do nonsense!

And I could not stop myself not to do it!

Even though think nonsense and talk nonsense and do nonsense,

All those nonsense is what my heart really hope to do!

By the way, you can read what my mind wants...

All those nonsense are what I stop myself not to do it...

What those things that I shouldn't do!

Childhood memories

Until today~

I had only approach and propose to one person...

Now thinking back, I'm so brave!

I believe that

This memory not only I remember but he also...

Embarrassing!!!

One day if we meet again~

What will happen?

Stranger to each other...

No one knew it till now maybe a friend only... LoL

Treasure Friends

Feeling sad

When my treasure friend is sad

I'm sad too~

She and her bf like have no direction to go

I saw what she scarified for him...

Sometimes she don't even have time for REST and STUDY

All is because just for him

And yet, that is not enough for him...

Do he really ever think what my friend do?

She had done what the best for him

She is really RESTLESS!!!

I just feel to do something to her~

I feel like wanted to hold her hand tight right by my side

Lead her to the bright path way

Help her make decision,

When she does not know how to decide...

But I'm helpless, I couldn't do anything for you...

Just if you need me, I'll always there for you...

Valentine Day's coming

Everyone is excited about it...

Since early of February...

Some of them single are not feeling to cerebrate it~

For me I'm still OK with it...

Don't feel any special of it...

Do they really exist?

The guys like in the drama...

Or they really exist just in drama...

Girls think too much!

I'm kinda not hoping any more of this stuff~

But that day my sis told me "They really exist"

Is It?

Slimming down plan!

Seriously!!!

I'm envy with those friends of mine...

After form 5 everyone change!

Most of them become prettier and prettier!!!

I wanted like one of them... to become pretty!!!

So I'm going to start my slimming down plan again...

Breakfast

Cereal then go for morning walk

Lunch

As usual...

Dinner

I think need to take light food for dinner!

Meet me in half year I will be a pretty woman~

Wish me 'All the Best!'

LoL... hahahahahaha...

What is Love?

What is LOVE?

I mean in a relationship

Is it a promises between them?

Is it just a believe between them?

Occurs jealousy between them?

Is it fulfil the ones needs? Do it is a must?

What kind of feeling is that?

Can't understand it!!!

I don't know

Curious

Single & Available

Time passes so fast...
The day we together and break almost half year...
Last time, I think and think how to win your heart back!!!

But then now I don't really need you...

You're just not worth it!!!

Being a single is not that bad...

Although sometimes single is lonely, it just 'sometimes'...

I love freedom more...

I'm now Single and Available...

But I'm not going to have a relationship if I don't found a guy like him...
(my kor kor, the best guy ever)

Fact of mine

When we were still a kid...
We have no worries...
When we fight with our class mate or friends...
A minute or two we back to become friends the longest one day...

As we become teenager...
We still have no worries about anything yet...
But we only worry about losing a friendship...
We don't fight but we scolded each other,

face to face or using online... to let the person know...
I know is childish...
Once we unfriend we can know it...
We will become silence to each others...
This fight it may last a month or forever...
Maybe we will be friend again but not as close as last time anymore...

As we become more toward adult...
I'm really worried of losing a friend...

Once each other have a small fight for a small little minor thing...
Is like a big disaster...
We will remain silence...

This silence is very dangerous...

The next minute you don't know what will happen...

(Now I'm trying very hard to hold tight all my friend together)
I treat them before with my true heart for few person (as new friend)
The end... What I get? Nothing! Being fooled! Had thrown a side!
Now be silence... Out here everywhere war...
So don't blame me to treat a new coming remain apart (Self precaution)
Sorry!
For some of them are wealthy there are no worries of $$$...
But for me... Yes I'm worried about it but I hope I'm not...
Because we become more toward adult we knew everything need money...
For the first time, I started to worry I can't catch up my study...
This is not my worry list to get bad result...

Since I'm in kindergarten until finish my secondary school...
(LoL~ No one will believe)

See... as we grew older many problem coming towards you...
and a greater responsibilities...

Emo-ing

What happen to me?
Since yesterday until now!!!

Am I emo-ing because of sick?
I cried suddenly without reason...
For sure...

There are so many thing untold...

That not really right...

Once in a time...
I had a listener, is a stranger to my friends and family...
It feel better to tell someone who do not know all your friends and family...

but now... not anymore~

Message to My Bro Bro

哥哥，

我感觉到你真的离我越来越远了。

真伤心...

有时候，想找你聊天，又怕让你难做

怕你女朋友不开心导致误会...

Take a nap

Today slept a few hours...
In the dream I'm concious... I heard surrounding sound...
I'm in the same room on the same bed and the same time...
I know I'm still in the dream...
I'm trying to wake up but I can't...
Hard... By forcing myself only I woke up...
I wonder why will be like that!
This case have been many times... So weird...

Liquid paper and Eraser

Mistake is mistake...
No matter how hard you tried to correct it,
It's still a mistake...
Things that had been spoken out,
couldn't take back...
because the respondent and other people maybe heard...
Unless he/she is deaf...
Things that had been wrote out,
couldn't be definitely be deleted/erase...
because there are some others witness have been saw it...
Unless he/she is blind...
Even though we use the liquid paper and eraser to erase off, it still couldn't hide the mistake have been done...
Weeks after weeks the mistake behind it will appear back again...